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Writer's Block: Crazy in Love

What’s the craziest thing you’ve done for love?

The craziest thing I've ever done for love? Easy.

My mother has made my life a living hell ever since I left for school. Screaming phone calls to the point where the phone won't even pick up her voice because she's screaming so loudly, livid Skype conversations, the works. Because of a boy. She's blamed my not doing well in one of my classes on him and has freely admitted to me that she thinks he's not good enough for me and she wants me to break up with him.

Now, I'm at home for break and will be for another 3 weeks. And the only thing my mom and I fight about is when I get to see Robb. And these fights are worse because they have the possibility of physical violence. And there's nothing quite like my mom's face when she's that angry. Nobody is on my side and, apart from a few friends, nobody wants us to stay together. Nobody takes into consideration that I don't care about his financial situation or his family background or any of the other shit that's thrown at me as a reason I should drop his sorry ass and find a "nice Harvard boy". Nobody cares that, despite all of those things, I love him to pieces and I honestly could not care less about those things because he is mine. I chose him and he chose me and that's all there is to it. I'm not saying it's going to last forever; who can know if it's going to last forever? But I do know that, if it does, there will be very few people happy about it.

So, what's the craziest thing I've ever done for love?

Staying up until 2:15 in the morning talking to him. Staying with him, despite their rantings and ravings that I shouldn't. Despite the fact that I'm scared to death that he's going to give up because it's too hard. Despite being terrified that I'll have to choose between him and Harvard.

The craziest thing I've ever done for love:

Fall in it.

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misplacedmoony
Feb. 8th, 2010 07:50 pm (UTC)
this feels inappropriate but...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!!! ♥___♥

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